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All Deviations
All Deviations
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4 of 72 Fears

Journal Entry: Wed Jun 11, 2008, 2:55 PM
[ ] the dark
[ ] staying single forever
[ ] being a parent
[ ] giving birth
[ ] being myself in front of others.
[ ] open spaces
[ ] closed spaces
[ ] heights
[ ] dogs
[ ] birds
[ ] fish
[ ] spiders
[ ] flowers or other plants

[ ] being touched
[ ] fire
[ ] deep water
[ ] snakes
[ ] silk
[ ] the ocean
[x] failure
[ ] success
[ ] thunder/lightning
[ ] frogs/toads
[ ] my boyfriends/girlfriends dad
[ ] boyfriends/girlfriends mom
[ ] rats
[ ] jumping from high places
[ ] snow

[ ] rain
[ ] wind
[ ] crossing hanging bridges
[ ] death
[ ] heaven
[ ] being robbed
[ ] falling
[ ] clowns
[ ] dolls
[ ] large crowds of people
[ ] men
[ ] women
[ ] having great responsibilities
[ ] doctors, including dentists
[ ] tornadoes

[ ] hurricanes
[ ] incurable diseases
[ ] sharks
[ ] Friday the 13th
[ ] ghosts
[ ] poverty
[ ] Halloween
[ ] school
[ ] trains
[ ] odd numbers
[ ] even numbers
[ ] being alone
[x] becoming blind
[x] becoming deaf
[ ] growing up

[ ] creepy noises in the night
[ ] bee stings
[ ] not accomplishing my dreams/goals
[ ] needles
[ ] blood
[ ] dinosaurs
[ ] the welcome mat
[ ] high speed
[ ] throwing up
[x] falling in love
[ ] super secrets


... if you wish to post this in your journal, it's been requested that you title it I'm afraid of _ out of 72 common fears...

If you get more than 30, I strongly recommend some counseling
If you get more than 20, you’re paranoid.
If you get 10-20, you are normal.
If you get 10 or less, you’re fearless.
People who don’t have any are liars.

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Thrice - Like Moths to Flame
  • Reading: the signs
  • Watching: the time passing
  • Playing: chess - with the death himself
  • Eating: toast
  • Drinking: cola

i got tagged :|

Journal Entry: Mon Jun 9, 2008, 12:12 PM
1. Post these rules.
2. Each person tagged must post 8 random facts about themselves.
3. The facts must be posted in a journal.
4. At the end of the post, tag and name 8 more deviants.
5. Go to their page and tell them they're tagged.


fact 1
i´m a box-lurker
fact 2
i´m a fucked up crazy weirdo beaver
fact 3
i talk to much in metaphors
fact 4
once i kicked god´s ass in warcraft 3, since this day i´m cursed and this little sick bastard is trying to kill me
fact 5
i´m pretty awesome in computer games.. gimme 1 game and 1-2 days to train and i will kick your ass!
fact 6
i´m insane
fact 7
i talk with my dogs... and they answer me
fact 8
i need to start skateboarding again soon...

i´m not gonna tagg anyone.. cause this is madness

  • Mood: Sadness
  • Listening to: Walls of Jericho - no saving me
  • Reading: the signs
  • Watching: the time passing
  • Playing: chess - with the death himself
  • Eating: toast
  • Drinking: cola

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Journal Entry: Wed Apr 16, 2008, 5:32 PM
whatever it takes to stay alive - i won´t pay the price
whatever it costs to keep on fighting- i can´t pay the price
but i´m still standing
but i´m still fighting
cause some-one holds me up
cause some-one keeps me fighting
they pay the price...
they take the cost...


thanks my friends..

  • Mood: Zeal
  • Listening to: Boysetsfire - Rookie
  • Reading: the signs
  • Watching: the time passing
  • Playing: chess - with the death himself
  • Eating: -
  • Drinking: örp örp?

Devious Journal Entry

Journal Entry: Thu Feb 14, 2008, 11:41 PM
the sun will rise..
somewhere down the road ...
somewhere i don´t know ...
but it will.

  • Mood: Unhappy
  • Listening to: Walls of Jericho - no saving me
  • Reading: the signs
  • Watching: the time passing
  • Playing: chess - with the death himself
  • Eating: -
  • Drinking: not enough

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Journal Entry: Thu Jan 31, 2008, 11:22 PM
This shit will never change...
it will always be the same...

The good guys will be fucked up
and the bad guys will get it all..

This shit will never change...
it will always be the same...

if you are honest, you will be the bunch-head
if you are dishonest , you will be the winner at the end..

This shit will never change...
it will always be the same...

  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: Biohazard - Abandon in Place
  • Reading: the signs of time
  • Watching: my life passing away..
  • Playing: Russian roulette with a automatic. i bet i win
  • Eating: -
  • Drinking: not enough